just an observation

sometimes, people try so hard to fit in till they've changed to a different person. a person who isn't real, no feelings, just like a puppet for you to manipulate. and when that person gets exposed, who do you blame? the person? or the people he/she was trying so hard to fit in to?

many would often blame the person. what he/she should have stood on his own. shouldn't be that spineless. cliques are not important. you come to school to study and not involve yourself in such stuff and whatever shit there is to say.

but have you really spare a thought for the person? like how much he/she really really want to feel belonged? like how much he/she don't want to labelled as an outcast, being ostracized by tonnes just because of a certain trait he/she was born with. have you guys, who blame the person, ever even tried to be in his/her shoes just for a minute?

have you ever thought that whenever some people spit out vulgarities, it's actually a for reason? like how insecure they feel about the stuff that are happening around them. how frustrated they feel but no one understands? or the slightly immature ones would think that by spitting vulgarities gets you friends cos all those vulgar words are a lingo in the school system. or probably, the speaking of obscenities would mean 'help me.'

they do all this, just to get friends.

people really try that hard. and when we find out certain stuff, we doubt. we make fun. we despise. we sympathise. we mimick. we do all the wrong stuff. not the right stuff.

where is the love?

rather, we should appreciate.

im ashamed. i've been on both sides. and i fucking know how it feels.